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2020 has been very interesting to say the lease. But right now I feel so confused about people who are making decisions. Am I the only one feeling this way? I live in Texas and COVID is spreading here really bad. So how do we stop the spread? I honestly feel like a stay at home order is needed again. But that won’t happen because I know that people need their jobs. But how do we really get it under control? I’m unemployed and starting July 6th I have to submit that I’m looking for work. But the crazy thing is that a lot of places are not hiring and if they are then they only need you for a month or less and then what? Your back in the same situation you were in before. It’s overwhelming to say the lease. Why does the governor have to make it mandatory to wear a face mask when going out??? Come on people where is your common sense? We should have been doing this anyway. The first wave isn’t even over yet and it’s still bad. My anxiety is all over the place, to be honest. A friend of mine found a job and went to work for one day and come to find out 2 people had COVID. This is truly scary, to be honest. Am I the only one taking this seriously or should I just calm down and think it’s not a big deal? Because to me, this is a big deal.

This is not okay:

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Okay, so I’m just trying to understand here. Please don’t take this the wrong way. So the president of the United States is encouraging people to protest in their states so that the country can reopen??? Why is this okay? I thought people’s lives mattered? I’m truly confused right now? This is not okay, Mr. President you are supposed to be setting an example for people to follow and I’m sorry but this isn’t okay. You may not care if people get this virus and die but I do. Am I the only person who feels this is wrong?

Part 1: My friend:

I want to tell you a story about a friend of mine. He’s pretty cool, laid back and a bit of a loner. See the story goes that he has trouble keeping friends. It’s not that he’s unfriendly, it’s just that he’s not very social. People talk about him because he doesn’t take the time to say good morning to them our goodbye when he leaves. But he’s friendly, he will talk to you. Crowds of 3 or more people make him uncomfortable. He likes one on one conversations. But people think he’s weird because he’s not outgoing like everyone else. But why does that make him weird? Maybe if you got to know him and understand him you will know that he has a social anxiety disorder.