Poem:

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God I’m drowning in wanting to have peace
I feel like I place value on trying to please others
God why haven’t I put my trust in you
I was seeking others but didn’t find you
I want to be closer to you Lord and lean on you always
God I need your peace and comfort all around me
God show me your love and let it surround me
God I want to be loved by others but they have faults
You will never leave me nor forsake me
God I need your love and peace
God I need you your the one that I seek

Am I dreaming:

Broken dreams broken heart
I feel like my whole world is falling apart
My heart is hurting no release to be found
I’m a loveless child with no parent around
My head is spinning who really cares
I’m afraid to lie down my thoughts all alone
Am I dreaming is this real
This is a hard pill to swallow my dreams are crumbling like no tomorrow
It hurts but I’m afraid to let people in
I’m not perfect my life is full of sin
I care to much and hurt to deep
It’s often hard for me to fall asleep
No joy just pain all sorrow no gain
I shift my life back to the pain
I try to clear my head but the pain hurts to deep
I guess I will try to see if I can find some sleep
I need to rest I need to breathe
I need to have a dream to believe

Hello me:

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I’m trying to think of the right words to say
To let you know that I’m okay
I’ve had doubts, fear, and pain
I know that my life is not the same
I’m changing and growing to be so much more
To recapture my joy and love once more
When I look in the mirror I don’t see the old me anymore
My life is so much more important then I thought before
Look out world my change is from within
I will regain my smile once again
So to the old me girl, you have got to go
I don’t need you in my life no more
I love my freedom and joy that I’m about to receive
I won’t need to see your face again
So hello new me, I’m glad to meet you
I just want you to know I will do the best that I can for you
No more sad nights it’s going to be a joy for you
So hello new me I’m so glad you’re here it’s going to be joy no more fear