Yesterday was a really good day. I went on a college tour with my daughter yesterday, and to see her joy and happiness about knowing what she wants to do and where she wants to go. Yesterday’s experience was truly one to remember. We have gone on college tours before but what I saw yesterday told me everything that I needed to know. This is where she wanted to be and the profession that she wanted to be in. My baby is making adult decisions and it warms my heart that she wanted her mom to experience this with her. What I took from yesterday is to enjoy the moment. I’ve never really enjoyed moments before. But yesterday I soaked it all in. Yesterday was the happiest that I have been this year. I’m a work in progress and I’m taking it one day at a time. I’m so proud of my daughter and I can’t wait to see her dreams come true. Her mom will be cheering her on all the way.
I see so many people laughing and smiling there way through life. And I wonder if the laugh and smile are genuine or are they making everything look good for the world? Well, when I look in the mirror I have to ask myself the same thing. This week was a tough week for me emotionally. My husband and I weren’t talking because we got into an argument last Saturday. So we didn’t talk and it hurt me because I didn’t know how to say what I was feeling. Honestly, I didn’t know how I was feeling. But it hurt because we weren’t communicating. Marriage isn’t easy and I see that a lot of people make it look easy. I’m learning not to say things when I’m emotional. I want to make sure that my words are full of love and respect. We are talking now and have made up. But what I’m trying to say is that my words use to be out of anger and payback. I’m learning to choose my words carefully because words have power. I never want to destroy anyone with my words. So I’m learning to let my words be better. I want to speak life over people. I want my marriage to grow and if you want to grow anything then you must water it and speak life in the situation. You won’t see results right away, but I’m positive that you will see results within a week.