This year has been hard for me. I felt like I was doing everything right the best that I could. But it doesn’t seem like it now. I have been without a job since September of last year. That was a hard time for me. I felt worthless and like I didn’t have meaning. But I know now that a job doesn’t bring meaning to your life. But I thought that it did. I thought that I was a nobody because I didn’t have one. It was something hard for me to process. People have a way of making you feel like shit because of the things that you don’t have. But now that I have a job does that make me feel more worthy? Does it make me feel better about myself? I notice that at times I try to make myself feel better for others but not for myself. Not anymore because all the pain that I felt not having something is over. The fear of not living for someone else is over. I’m worthy and a job doesn’t define me.
Conversations on finding and loving who I am 
I’ve voluntarily left my job to pursue my own life too, but it can be challenging to find meaning in that sometimes, so I can totally relate. Thanks for sharing this, and wishing you all the best!
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Thank you so much for understanding.
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It is the other way usually . First find mean ing and everything would eventually fall into place .
Ikigai concept where your mission interesects with your profession and passion plus vocation …There is a reason to live for ( besides the presence of God sure …).
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Sometimes those little pep talks with ourselves make a world of difference. I have them often, lol. Blessings Queen!
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❤️❤️❤️❤️
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YESSS GIRL, a job doesn’t define anyone! Do what makes you happy and fuckkk the haterrrs 😀
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Yessssssssss
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