Not alone:

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Thank you for all the love that I received in my last post. It truly means a lot to me and to know that I’m not alone at all in how I feel. Yesterday I was talking to my husband trying to find the words to explain how I was feeling. And he took the words right out of my mouth. Every feeling that I had felt and am feeling he knew. How did he know because he went through the same thing that I’m going through now You should have seen the look on my face like you were going through this also? I honestly thought that it was just a women’s thing and that my husband would never understand. Well, he understood and even gave me some advice. Some tips on what he did and how it helped him. Prayer is a huge part but also knowing it’s okay to reflect on these feelings to see if something is missing. Also just being by myself to reflect on these feelings. He also suggested this app that has helped him. I will let you know if the app has helped me. But it felt so good that he understood what I was going through and also my blogging community. I honestly felt like I was the only one going through this. So yesterday I brought my notebook and pen to the living room and just laid them down. And something sparked me to start writing. It wasn’t a lot but it was a starting point. I plan on listening to the app today and see if I can write a few more words today. This journey is interesting, to say the least, but I’m glad that I’m not alone in it.

9 thoughts on “Not alone:

  1. You are not alone. We have your back! I ponder EVERY word you have ever shared. I carry them around, study them, value them, am touched by them. You are EXACTLY where you are supposed to be. The fact you are asking yourself these things is proof positive you have been touched and have seen the burning bush and seeing what all this life is about, what YOU are all about. Keep going. You have our prayers, support, cheers, as we tell ALL things that dare get in your path to go on ahead and kick some rocks! HA! You have ALREADY won this race, beloved. ALL you are doing now is playing put the string!

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    1. 😭😭😭 you have me crying good tears. Thank you so much for your words and encouragement. The words you just wrote I needed them more than you will ever know. ❤❤❤

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      1. Child please. You got this. the enemy knows this why he has been DESPERATE to keep you from gaining the knowledge ALREADY in you. God just waiting for YOU to see on your own. NOTHING you must do but keep going to experience the greatness ALREADY there. Always has been. Always will be. The point is not the battle. Not even your responses to them all. The point in YOU recognizing what’s there, beloved. You not in the game, greatness, for YOU ARE THE GAME! Heaven rejoicing for you, I am laughing KNOWING you are about to see, with your own eyes, the salvation of God on YOUR behalf. It is here. We got you. Keep on going. Rest when you need to. Reach out as you can. In ALL your feelings, God got you, boo.❤

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  2. We’ve all experienced such situations at some time in our life, and I’m pleased you were able to discuss them with your spouse. I’m not sure what app he recommends, but I’d like to offer an app called Abide, which is a fantastic devotional for meditating.

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