Trying to learn how to walk by faith and not by sight. It’s hard to have faith when things are not working out the way that you had hoped or planned. It’s hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know that I’m going through something and that it will all work out in the end. But sometimes it’s hard to see or even understand it when you are going through it. I know that there are lessons in each trial that we go through but sometimes I question why it has to happen. I’m starting to question whether or not I was selfish this year but just taking the time to get me together. Maybe I should have been more focused on my family. Maybe I don’t need the time that I think that I do. Who knows what the right answer is right now. But I can only take it one day at a time.