Growth:

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This is a new season and I feel myself changing. Besides my allergies acting up I have seen some growth in me. And others have mentioned how much I have changed (in a good way). And to be honest I didn’t know what they were talking about until a conversation popped up and my husband mentioned to me that I don’t become angry when talking about his parents anymore. If you don’t know the story well let’s just say his parents and I don’t get along. Well, it’s mostly his mom that I don’t get along with. She has done somethings and said somethings to try to ruin my marriage. She has always been a thorn in my side, but I didn’t even realize that when he was mentioning them. It just felt like a normal conversation about other people. I’m so proud of myself because we could never just have a conversation about them without me blowing up. But I’m at peace where we are so this is a huge milestone for me. And also when talking about my kid’s dad I don’t get angry and blow up anymore. I have moved on and I’m truly at peace with where our relationships are ( which means we don’t have one). I felt like I would always have to deal with my anger when it came to these two. But now hearing their names or even talking about them in conversations doesn’t bother me anymore. The growth I have come a long way. I’m proud of myself for maturing into the woman that I want to be. Trust me this process was not easy and it didn’t happen overnight. As I always say life is a journey.

23 thoughts on “Growth:

      1. Can’t wait until I get off work to see your other posts and meditate on this one. You have no idea how many lives you have touched with your obedience and courage to share. I am moved.

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      2. Words have power. And your words have made me want to share more of my journey. So many people go through things but don’t talk about it. Im an open book about my life and what I’m going through. Thank you for your kind words

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      3. Your chapters are what this world needs. We need your strength, your struggles. Your words have helped heal this wounded soul. Speak. God has need of YOUR voice. Habakkuk 2:2 – write the vision and make it plain that he may run that readeth it. Write, so we can run. ❤

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      4. 😎. You have no idea what your words have started in this world. You have started a tsunami of healing and growth that will last beyond your lifetime or knowledge. Keep going. Silent eyes are reading. They need your words the most. I shall keep you up in prayer.

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      5. Hear this. Your words have healed people you will never meet. You have helped God to restore the breach. You have helped Him grow relationships. He needs YOUR WORDS in order to give them to others. the enemy would lie to you to make you believe what possible use can your words have? A friend had to make me start blogging again. Like a goof I listened to the lie my words could not possibly make a difference. You have moved earth on Heaven’s behalf. Your job is to write. Not for you to always know how many or if any have received your words. You have done the cooking, the serving. God will call those to eat whom He chooses. Is it not enough you have pleased Your Father and have changed lives, even if just this one? Write.

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  1. Well done, congratulations, and thank you for sharing your journey with us. You have worked hard, thought long, and build a foundation. I hope that you will continue building on that foundation for yourself, and for all of the rest of us who are learning from your journey as well,
    In Empathy for HumanKind,
    Stay Safe,
    -S. Dest.

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