It’s quiet my husband is working at the kitchen table and I’m sitting on the couch thinking. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. It’s not a bad thing at times but this time my thoughts are all over the place. There is so much I wish I could be doing and so much that I want to do but the question is how do you go about it? How do you know that this is something that your suppose to be doing? I would love to get paid to read and write, but I can’t even finish my book. It’s crazy because I’m unemployed and I want to be doing something, but right now it seems impossible. I keep asking myself what am I meant to do? I keep asking God but I haven’t gotten an answer to this question yet. I know that there has to be more to me this. I know that I’m not the only person who feels or has felt this way. It’s just I want more out of life. But where to start and how to get there is the question for me. I know I don’t have all the answers to my questions but at least I would like to know where to start.