It’s quiet my husband is working at the kitchen table and I’m sitting on the couch thinking. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. It’s not a bad thing at times but this time my thoughts are all over the place. There is so much I wish I could be doing and so much that I want to do but the question is how do you go about it? How do you know that this is something that your suppose to be doing? I would love to get paid to read and write, but I can’t even finish my book. It’s crazy because I’m unemployed and I want to be doing something, but right now it seems impossible. I keep asking myself what am I meant to do? I keep asking God but I haven’t gotten an answer to this question yet. I know that there has to be more to me this. I know that I’m not the only person who feels or has felt this way. It’s just I want more out of life. But where to start and how to get there is the question for me. I know I don’t have all the answers to my questions but at least I would like to know where to start.
Conversations on finding and loving who I am 
When my brain is rattling around with too many thoughts I have found I just have to jump in. Sometimes I realize I picked the wrong choice, but I would never get to anything if I just kept wondering. I know this probably doesn’t help, but there it is just the same.
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I spend years working two jobs to complete my educational goals to become a english teacher. It didn’t happen. I spent three years angry that what I thought was my life goal did happen. Then it happened my blog change my entire life, I am not an adjunct, writing books, managing my You Tube channel, going live on Facebook, and taking courses to become a life coach, all while staying true to my first live teaching. It will come. Keep working on the book ❤️
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💛 thank you.
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It’s all part of the process! Keep pounding the pavement and it will all make sense soon!
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It’s so challenging when we can’t see a way forward. You’re not alone in these experiences – don’t give up! One day, one step at a time, you’ll get there. I don’t know if it’s helpful but a little while ago I wrote a post about career visioning when I was feeling a bit stuck and needing to change something but wasn’t sure what. It’s a useful exercise and I’ve used it several times at different points in my life and found it helpful, and you can obviously adjust the framing of the questions to suit your particular circumstances. It’s here if you’d like to read: https://thriveinchaos.me/2018/04/15/work-life-imagined-career-visioning/
Good luck!✨
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Thank you so much
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