Marriage is hard for sure. And in marriage, I have made a lot of mistakes. I don’t always listen to my marriage. I don’t like to argue. I go to bed angry. It usually takes me a couple of days for me to talk to my husband when I’m angry. I don’t like to argue and my husband doesn’t either, but he wants the best for me. He wants to bring out the best in me. But I don’t always see it at the moment. I struggle with really listen to understand. I can’t stand a bunch of questions. My husband asks a lot of questions. Just to understand me more. He makes me angry with so many questions. There are times to be honest where I just wanted to give up and be like I’m done. But that’s the easy way out. Just because someone is getting on your nerves doesn’t mean that you give up on them. Since we are together all the time now. I feel like some days are harder than the other. But it’s about me and learning how to be honest and say what’s wrong with you? There are times where I’m dealing with something and I don’t share it with my husband. I just take it upon myself and keep it to myself. And I shouldn’t because why keep all that stress and burden on myself. I have a lot to learn about doing things well in my marriage. I feel like I’m failing in my marriage. It’s going to be 10 years next month and I feel like I haven’t gotten it right yet. I’m not good at marriage, but I’m learning to do better with my marriage. Am I the only one feeling this way?