I’m not even gonna lie my anxiety is like on a 1000 right now. I have an appointment with the oncologist on Tuesday. I can’t have anyone come with me, which I don’t know if that is a good or bad thing right now. I would like someone with me for support but if there is something wrong then I want to be alone for a while to think things through. Honestly, I really don’t know what to expect right now. I have so many emotions going through me right now that I don’t know how to feel. I’ve been having issues with my breast since 2012 and it only seems to be getting worse. This is all so overwhelming right now, to be honest. So many questions and not enough answers. I’m trying to keep my head up so that I won’t drown in my own tears. I know that this to shall pass.