I can’t believe that starting a new chapter would be so hard. It seems like the devil has been attacking me so hard. I felt like releasing baggage and letting people go would be so easy and simple but it hasn’t been. I got a bomb dropped on me yesterday from someone I’m super close to. I’m hurt and wondering where our relationship will go from here. I don’t understand why so much has been happening to me. I felt like releasing the bad energy and putting positive energy out would be great but it hasn’t been. I know that I will be okay but man when will I start having a much-needed break. I’m truly continuing to work on me and love me despite what is going on around me.
Conversations on finding and loving who I am 
It is easy to clean out the close, as I like to put it, it is even harder to heal and find yourself again. I had to sit down for many nights to think about what I need in my life, not a want but need! I starting off making goals to get precisely what I needed. I’m not saying I don’t have trouble from time to time, but I am so much happier, my home doesn’t feel like it is suffocating.
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That’s a good idea making goals. I’m going to try that.
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One of my goals was to see the beauty in life again. I started to take walks on trails and woods. I’m a country girl at heart living in the city. I needed to get back to nature again. Lol, I’m not saying I’m a tree hugger, but in the woods, I feel at home!
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