It’s hard closing a chapter in your life and starting new. The person you want to share your life with is no longer apart of your life. So this new chapter is going to be interesting. I feel like I wanted his time and attention so much that I didn’t value other people’s time and attention. I’m learning that I didn’t appreciate the people who love me the most. I was so focused on one person that I neglected others. I’m not doing that anymore. I have gotten an outpour of love and I’m going to appreciate these people more in my life. Life is to short to just want and need one relationship. This new chapter is going to be a good one. I’m working on myself and loving those around me.
Conversations on finding and loving who I am 
It took me a while to understand the benefits of a new chapter. currently at the age of 56, I am starting over, and I mean truly starting over. From August of 2017 to December 2019, when I finally moved back into my own space, after losing my apartment, almost being homeless and having to give away all of my belongings, a friend of 20 years helped me to get started again. And yes, it is sweet. I have learned some much from my dark days. I am so thankful and moving forward is going to better then my first half of my life. Keep you head up.
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Whoa that is a true testimony.
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