Well as 2019 is coming to an end I have so much to work on in 2020. I’m a very honest and open person………….whoa wait a minute did I just say open. No, I’m not open I hide my feelings a lot. Yes, I need to work on this by 1000%. This weekend has taught me that I’m not happy and my life well is not as good as it seems. While I feel like there are problems some may not because well my communication skills suck. Yes, I said it sucks. Here is a list of things that I really need to work on in 2020.
- My marriage-my communication sucks in this area and not being able to really let someone know how I feel. Well, this weekend was the worse because I told my husband that I feel like I’m living in hell. Yes, I said hell. Not good I know right?
- My books-I need to be more dedicated to my writing. I don’t write as much as I want to because I get discouraged at times. But no more excuses. I’m finishing at least one book in 2020.
- Communication-Yes I need to work on this because I hold everything inside. I have always been the type to keep my feelings inside. I’m a surface talker. I have never really wanted to go deep or even talk about my feelings.
So these are the three main things that I’m going to be working on in the New Year. Yes, I’m working on myself because I’m always a work in progress. I will keep you updated on how I’m doing in the coming New Year.
Conversations on finding and loving who I am 
I also constantly get the comment that I am “not an open person.” Not even from my close friends, but from my acquaintances. I used to get bothered by it because I would get frustrated at myself for not opening up. I’ve learned in 2019 that in order for me to “be an open person” as people tell me to be…I need to surround myself with people that I want to open up to. It really helped my 2019 to be a better year. Thanks for this read!
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I love this. I never really looked at it like that. I do need to surround myself with people I want to open up to.
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Heres to bettering ourselves in the new year!
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Thank you for sharing. This is so personal. I am hoping that you will accomplish your goals. Take them one at a time. As fir the writing may I suggest set a daily goal. Either write for an hour a day or set a goal of how many words you want to finish. I am with you. I have two manuscripts that I am determined that one will be published 2020 and the other 2021.🎉
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I’m definitely going to set some goals. One day at a time is truly the key
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Yes. Don’t overwhelme yourself.
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Happy New Year🎉🎉🎉
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May the coming year, bring your heart abundant blessings!
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Thank you so much
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You’re welcome!
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