I’m learning:

I feel broken like shattered glass. They say hurt people hurt people and that is true. My hurt led me to hurt someone that I care a lot about. I felt like since you couldn’t be what I needed you to be at that moment, then I wasn’t going to do the be same for you. Childish right? Very but at the time I wasn’t thinking about the other person’s feelings. I was only thinking about my feelings and the hurt that they caused me. But then the drama started and I could see how hurt you were but my pride wouldn’t let me say sorry. I’m simple and don’t ask for much. But sometimes you need to feel like someone has your back 100%. You need to feel like you are heard as well. But I’m learning how to do things differently. Just because your hurt doesn’t mean you have to do it in return. I’m trying to pick up the pieces that have been shattered. It’s hard to trust when you feel like no one cares. They care just in there own way. I’m learning how to handle situations better. I’m not where I want to be but I will get there. Life is a learning lesson and I’m learning.