A better me:

So as of last week, I no longer have a job. I could be sad, mad or even down. But I’m not. Leaving my job was the best thing that could of happen to me at this point in my life. You can give your all to something or someone and neglect yourself. I’m very bad at that. I neglect myself so much that I don’t take the time to even work on me. I don’t have my quiet time as I wanted. I don’t make sure that I’m the best as possible. So this is where I had to take a hard look at me and my situation. My job was stressing me out and having a negative effect on my family. I wasn’t happy at all. It just wasn’t my job. It was me not taking care of my mental health. I was doing so much for everyone else but ME. When will I realize that I’m just as important as everyone else? Well, I finally had to realize and took stock of my feelings and what I want to do. I want a job that will support and encourage my growth. I want to be able to have my time and to take care of me. I need to be able to write and work on my book. I need to understand my feelings and emotions. I need to make sure that I’m okay before I can take care of others. This week I have truly examined myself and seeking the hard answers. I’ve been blessed to have the chance to do this. My mental health is so important. And when people drain you mentally it’s hard to be your best. I have taken all that I can take and now for the year 2020 I’m going to be the best me ever. I’m taking steps to do all that I can do to better me. We all need to take an assessment of ourselves. I’m on the road to a much better me.