My Struggle Part 2:

I’ve heard that there are worse struggles to have than your pride, but for me, pride was the biggest struggle of all. I have other struggles like patience and communication. I’m not the most patient person in the world. I like being places on time and don’t like being late. I would prefer going or driving by myself. I don’t like waiting on other people at all. I’m a firm believer that you can’t get time back, so I don’t want my time wasted waiting on anyone. I know that sounds crazy but it’s 100% true. I have always been like this, but I’m learning that I can’t be upset because other people are not meeting my expectations. Why is being early or on time so important to me? Shouldn’t I just enjoy the moment of getting ready and going to enjoy myself with others? It should be, but there are times when I don’t enjoy the person or even the event when I’m late! But I have gotten better at enjoying my time even though I may not have gotten there on time. I know to some this might sound petty, but for me, it has always been a struggle, a struggle that has gotten better.

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