Hold on to your love
Let go of your hate
Let your light shine
No more debate
Where is your smile
Your laughter too
Hold on girl God has you
No matter what you will always be loved
God has you don’t worry about man
Hold your head up
And always smile
You have to understand I feel less than
The words that you spewed it’s hard to comprehend
I feel like hiding all my pain away
Do you see me or am I a cast away
I have feelings trust me I do
My feelings hurt just like you
I don’t run I sure don’t hide
My feelings are real the pain I hide
Do you understand what I’m going through
Trust me you don’t I’m not like you
I hide behind the shadows
And the image of me
Hoping that you can’t see the pain that I see
Gone is my laughter
Gone is my smile
It hasn’t come back in quite awhile
The reflection of me is more that I can bare
My sadness I don’t want to share
Where have I gone
Where could I be
Living beneath the shadows is where you will find me
My hope is lost no more to gain
The tears that you see only reflect my pain
My reflection of me is staring right back
Your pain will end your hope will not lack
Lift up your head and put on a smile
Pain may come but joy last for awhile
Come on back to love and laughter
Don’t look back there’s nothing to go after
Count your blessings not your pain
The sun will shine after the rain
No longer do I wonder
If you’re there for me
You defined the odds
That no one can see
You changed for me
Or maybe it was for you
My dreams are yours too
How do we become so in love
It’s not just a word maybe it’s a drug
When I’m down you lifted me up
Not able to trust
No it must be luck
Lack no more
I’m stronger now
No more heart on my sleeve
I’m stronger now
I’m able to love no more lack
My trust is stronger
I’m back
For the love of Pete. Whoever Pete is. Why do I find myself dealing with the same crap???? I don’t understand if you have explained how something makes you feel to someone and they intentionally do it again? I’m a very laid back person. But this situation has me really ready to go the fuck off!!! I don’t understand how people can raise children who become adults who are disrespectful and don’t care. How many times will people make it okay for them to do wrong? If you don’t correct something now what happens when they go to jail? What happens when they disrespect there parents? Sorry I’m ranting but you get tired of disrespectful people.
Have you ever spoken those words? Can you help me? And have you ever been disappointed because there was so many excuses? Like why didn’t you remind me, oh I didn’t know you meant now, etc. But have you ever been all in for someone else? Yeah I’m disappointed. This is one of my issues. That when I need help I don’t ask. I’m not talking about money or anything like that. I know I’m a work in progress and this has set me back all the way. I’m very disappointed. People just don’t value you like you value them. Hard lesson learned.
Are you for me or against me?
Do you care or just want to play with my emotions?
When you look at me do you see someone who is worth your time?
Are you for me or against me?
Do you love me or hate me?
Do you need me or want to use me?
Am I worth your time or just a waste?
Are you for me?
That’s the question
Dear Me:
You are loved more than you realize. All that your going through now is going to make you stronger. Trust me trouble don’t last always. Keep your head up. Don’t be so quick to trust everyone. Everyone is not your friend and don’t have your best interest at heart. Keep smiling and doing your best. Don’t let people dim your shine. Don’t become distracted with things that don’t concern you. Let adults work out there own issues and understand that it’s not your fault. Relationships will come and go. Don’t worry because real love will come your way. Never let anyone pressure you into sex or anything else. Trust your gut always. Never give up on your dreams for someone else. Know that your going to make some really good and loyal friends. Every obstacle is a lesson to learn and grow. I love you and your going to be great.
I have an issue with people who lie. Let me explain I know a lie is a lie. But I don’t like when people know the truth and don’t want to tell you the truth to make themselves look better. If you have no intention on doing something then don’t. But don’t lie about it. Don’t talk about someone and then go out of your way to make it seem like your for them. The moral of the story is that if you feel the need to lie don’t! If you can’t stop lying then don’t get mad when someone calls you out on it. Lies hurt and not help other people.
Have you ever tried to cross into someone else’s lane while driving? What about in life? Are we so caught up in what other people are doing that we are don’t take the time to do what we are suppose to do? Have you heard the expression stay in your own lane? While we are scrolling through social media looking at everyone’s perfect life. We need to understand that no one is perfect. We are living in a world where we want to be someone else. Why? Did God not make you good enough? Do you think being someone else is really better? We need to stay in our own lane. We were all created for a reason and purpose. Your purpose is not to be jealous and envious of others. If you would take the time to work on yourself and your insecurities instead of wishing to be someone else maybe you wouldn’t be so envious. Let’s stay in our own lane and see what we can offer the world. We need more people being there true selves instead of what you want people to see. Stay in your lane.
